Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Apologize- - - Instinct

18-04-2009
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Erm,,pagi ni awal2 lagi dah bangun,,hehe,,g exam DPLI,,x baca apa pon,,act tak tau pon nak baca apa,,sebenarnya aku nye tempat exam kat Dungun,,so,aku malas la nak pi,,x larat nak balik kg,keje banyak,,aku saje2 je call Setiausaha Bahagian PTK,,tup2 dia bagi aku tukar tempat exam,,alhamdulillah,,Pagi nie uncle lee hantar aku g exam kat Sek Men Keb seksyen 11, exam tu start kul 9-10,,Masa nak start exam pon kalut coz nama aku xdek plak,huhu,,pastu aku pon cakap takpelah,kalo x dek aku blah jelah,,yelah nak wat apa lagi,,tapi Ketua Pengawas tu tak bagi aku blah,,dia suh tunggu,,dia call sape ntah,,dalam 3 minit dia panggil aku cakap nama aku ada,cuma PTK lupa inform,,then aku pon masuk kat dewan,,300 soalan kn jawab dalam masa 1 jam,,tapi punyalah gamble,dalam setengah jam ++ aku dah siap,,hahaha,,lantak la,,aku pon balik,,

Balik umah aku continue wat keje sket,,then aku tido,,hehe,,tgh2 tido, abah call,,abah ty aku nye decision and diskas pasal keje aku,,aku pon tgh mamai lagi n aku sendiri pon tak tau aku cakap apa ngan abah,,huhu,,bangun2 aku solat asar, then aku terpikir tadi abah call,,mimpi ke betul eh?aku pon cek dkt Call Register,mmg ada no abah,,aku call abah balik,,masa tu abah kat kebun,,abah ty bila nak balik,aku cakap bulan ni maybe aku tak balik,nak abeskan amek lesen,,yelah blaja kete setiap sabtu je,,ahad depa tak operasi,hari lain aku lak keje,,bz bz,, :p

19-04-2009
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Arini ikut ceramah 6 jam after lulus L,mgu lepas x dan,,ada keje,,punya la ngantuk,,lama bangat,,3 jam teori,3 jam praktikal,,Masa praktikal tu cuak gak aku,,da la ngantuk,sekali kantoi plak,,kn join demo,,adeh,,belasah jelah,,pas setel sume balik umah,,Malam ni dinner ngan membe,,tup2 last minit tak jadi,,mlm nie syikin(kamal nye girl friend) datang umah,,lama tol tak jumpa dia,,act aku dah lama kenal dia,,xde lama sgt,,about 1 1/2 years,,

20-04-2009
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Arini hari yang ditunggu2 oileh semua staff synergy,,huhu,,aku should be bg keputusan on my resignation,,tapi,arini aku rasa cam takde mud,,kalo org ty pon aku just senyum n cakap belom ada decision,,En Hassan pon tanya, then aku cakap anything aku nak black n white,,n 4 a time being, xde apa2 decision lagi,,Aku diskas dgn one of my friend who he was also working at my new company,,i ask him his opinion,,and to be honestly, he was a good friend and listener,,act aku dah kenal dia lama,,cuma accidentally aku dapat tau dia keje kat situ,,wife dia pon aku kenal,,i'm happy to be their friend,,Eventhough he was working there, he never force me to join their company even i'm endorsed the offer letter already,,he ask me to do the best decision for my future and also my happiness,,Accoding to him, the most important thing that we enjoy n happy,,i tell him the truth and frankly,,and he ask me to make a decision as soon as possible to be fair for the company that i pull out so that they will be draft a contigency plan,,I appreciate his opinions and also advices,, he was senior in working enviroment,,he was share a lot of story and experience and also guide so that i'll be a good employee,,it is not easy as talk,,it's need a lot of commitment,,

21-04-2009
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I had been make a decision,,i'll stay with Synergy,,there is nothing that influence me in my decision,,not because of anybody,,its cames through mu heart after 1 week istikharah,,Hopefully, it will be the best decision that i've make,,Dear my close friends (especially team members) at my new company,,nice to meet you,,and sorry for this decision,,maybe we'll meet next time in another project,,nevertheless, hope we will still be a good friends. Then i sent dthe email directly to Manager of HR Department,,cc to my friend about my pull out,,

Dear En Imran (Bukan Nama Sebenar),

As reluctant as I am to have to tell you, I will be unable/pull out to join your company as agreed on 8/April/2009 because of personal matters.

I really appreciate your help and kindness. I would like to thank you very much for your recent offer of employment with your company.

Please accept my apology and pass my regrets along to xxx team. Please feel free to call me should you need further clarification.

Please be informed.

To my beloved friend at new company and also the management,,sorry for this cause,,maybe you were dispointed with me, but i think this is the best decision for me and also for you company,,Thanks for the opportunity that given and i'm really2 appreciate it,,All the decision that make cames from through my INSTINCT,,And i'm the only human that only can make a planning,,i realize all my mistakes,,please forgive me,,